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| I love spring... sunny days, blue skies, windows down...it's wonderful! I leave first thing in the morning for Vegas! My mom and I are flying out there on an all expense paid trip to pick up my schlorship! I'm so excited!! | | |
| Something I love about God is that He's never far away. I mean, he feels far away sometimes and there are times when I'm screaming out to him and I don't hear a reply...but really he's never far away. There are times, like lately, in my life when I say God is far away...and I put all the blame for our crappy relationship on him. But deep down I know I'm living in sin, and that sin is my choice. When I finally step out of that sin and truly wash myself in His blood the Holy God is right there by my side, lavishing his love on me. Renounce sin. Flee from compromise. Life a life of purity and righteousness, not the righteousness that you can get yourself, but the righteousness that comes from Jesus Christ. Easier said than done...I know...But the reward...words can not describe. | | |
| I like pretending that I have everything all together, like I know what I'm doing and where I'm going...but the truth is most of the time I have no idea. I hate that. I hate that I pretend and I really hate that I don't have it all figured out. I'm so stinkin emotional, I hate that too. I'm trying to balance work, school, friends, guys, my family and of course my relationship with God...It's a lot to balance...how does everyone do it? I feel like instead of handling any of them well I'm kinda dropping the ball on all of it. I don't know how to make it any better though. I don't just want to barely make it through, I want to enjoy life. "A life of love, a love of life" This is the quote I want to describe my life...we all have something to shoot for. | | |
| Ok, I guess you guys deserve the details...The schlorship is from the ERA real estate corp. They give away three schlorships every year to people whose parents work for ERA...My mom works for the one in Dickson. So, I filled out an application, wrote a paper and somehow~ my a miracle of Jesus~ they chose me. So today I had to go to an awards ceremony and read the paper I wrote. So embarrasing! And in march, my mother and I will get a free trip to Vegas to attend the ERA national meeting and I will get the schlorship. I'm thinking about placing the $10,000 on one hand of blackjack to see if I can double my money!! Maybe I should learn to play black jack first...hmmm. | | |
| I won a schlorship for school~ $10,000!!!!!!! Ahhh, God is so good, always taking care of me!! Oh yeah, the schlorship comes with a free to Vegas! Woohoo | | |
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